IS "PURPOSE" SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE THIS?
Yesterday evening, as a ministered to a bunch of youth, ranging between the ages of twelve and eighteen years old, I can't describe the exhilaration of "seeing lives transformed" before my eyes - by simply sharing the Gospel in a way that both inspires them and gets their attention.. The "call of God" has been upon my life since I was very young, but it seems more real (or fitting) to me now, than it did before! I guess that's partially because of the very young age that I began to both hear and excitedly seek out HIS voice and presence; and now, it just feels like a continuation of that - with much more substance and satisfying contentment than I could have ever imagined! When you're truly "walking in purpose", the swirling indecision and debilitating silence of the unknown, can quickly get the best of you - if your not planted in the knowledge that God's not in a rush to "use you"; HE wants a relationship with you! HE wants you...